I’m in the middle of writing, probably, my 3000th word for the day. Although I can still bet I have made it to the 4000th for the day. I have been doing some blog works for the past week–writing for someone else’s blog and neglecting my own. But at least I’m earning extra $$$. And with the way I’m spending these days, I really have got to get a better paying job.
It’s only now that I realize I am actually earning, as in getting money for something I am doing. I have been working with The Times for more than 8 months now but it has never ocurred to me that what I do actually matters, even if I am underpaid.
What’s happening with the Comelec is killing me. I have been literally squattering in their conference room: eating there, writing stories, working, running after people and getting pushed by cameramen. It’s funny how it works–I mean, the whole fuck-up system. I arrive after lunch, park at CBCP, walk shortly to Comelec, do interviews, wait for resolution, get phonecalls from my bosses, get scold at… then, the whole process starts again the next day.
I have always hated anything that has to do with monotony but somehow, I think this is giving me a lesson on patience. After all, I’ve gotten the job I have always imagined myself doing right? So what better way to teach me how to persevere than to let me get stuck in something I have always abhor doing–waiting.
I’m running out of words describing the way I feel about my life now. I’ve got nothing to complain about and I basically have everything I need and love in my life… The work is running me to the ground. But in a good way–the kind that pushes your determination to the edge.